bitter creek

we're watching a movie right now in physics about time.

and time travel.

it scares me to think about it.

i like for time to be something i take for granted. i don't want to over think it.

it's time for bed, most of the time.

tests are coming up. i'm worried that i gave up too easily.

when i look in the mirror, i see less than perfect, but more than a wreck.

thankfully.

that sick feeling you get in your tummy when something bad happens?

you know it?

money is rough.

how would things be different if we had more money.

if we had less money.

i'm thankful, most of the time.

i love friends.

i live for them.

for some reason, i can't see past them loving me.

i want to dance like there's no tomorrow.

but really, this time.

kiss me.

just remember who i am.

who. not what.

sometimes i worry that i have medical problems that nobody is noticing.

maybe i'll die young.

here's to looking at you.

what am i gonna do when the system is done with me. how am i gonna live without the plans.

i kind of want to be korean.

no. just beautiful.

give me a hug. and never let go.

we can sleep and eat together.

nbd.

BD.