fears and fingers

a couple weeks ago i had a dream where i chose to cut off my middle and ring fingers on my left hand.
i'm not sure why, but it keeps coming back to me.

i want it to be spring/summer and i want rugby to start.

i think i could use a little sun.
i wish i could speak other languages.

when i "grow up" i want to have a steady supply of avacados on hand.